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Monday, February 1, 2010
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Sigh, we're always quarreling. Those few hours i see you daily i always thought we could have fun and play like before. But it always starts out immediately with an earthquake. You ask me why can't i change foe the better ? I am, in fact i'm trying my best already. I do my work and stuff, I even go to school regularly now. When you're at work i'm at home studying, revising my work. Do you knw ? And yet you keep nagging at me telling me how useless, hopeless and stupid i am. Saying i don't study and stuff that my exams are already approaching. Let me tell you this. I DO STUDY kay ? You said i don't cause you're always at work, you even BRING HOME your fcking work. What do you knw ? You said i changed for the worse, what gives you the right to say that about me when you DON'T even knw. Stop being a bitch mum. Thats all i have to say to you. And if you think i'm useless, hopeless and stupid then fine. Suit yourself to think that way about me, i've been a disappointment to you haven't i ? So, bye.

sunday
First thing in the morning, wake up quarreled w my mum. Like serious what the shit alright . Ignored her and gave Kimmy her wake up call. 9.15 am on the spot hor ! Hehhehheh, parents fetched me to Suntec, stoopid girl was late ! Came in some bloody giant golden taxi ! Rich girl rich girl. Hahahahaha, then went to pasta mania ordered our food. Just about to leave the counter to find seats Sam appeared out of nowhere. Shocked us both -.- After tht, Christian came. Finished eating, slacked around there waited for Sharyn's arrival. Playplayplay, Kimmy and i went up to cheers to buy cocktail (: Our super big mistake was to leave our phones with Sam, Chirstian and Sharyn -.- Ooohboy, when we went back our phones were ALL on the table even my bag ! SEE, I TOLD YOU IT WAS OUR BIG MISTAKE ! Arghz, dk what they did -.- But i knw what they did to Kimmy's phone :D Kekeke, -evil laughter/smile- . Decided not to go for service, proceeded to sky garden to play truth, dare, double dare, kiss or torture (: Muahahaha, Sharyn was the first to kena, i think :X Ohya, then her dare was to go to Ming Jie at the playground there to tell him something . Then Kimmy started screaming ! HAHAHAHAHA, started raining and blahblahblah. Sharyn realised her wallet missing ! Ran bck sky garden there, don't have. Then she went to the ride thngy the person asked if she was looking fo rsomething then she said ya. Wah lucky, got back her wallet ! Started playing again. Laughlaughlaugh, then Belle came. Aww, Chritstian so sweet bought he's sister the BOF poster. She went cuckoo ! HAHAHA, cotton candy after that then went home. Mummy and I waited with Kimmy till her sister finally answered her phone. LOL, she called her mum like 8 times still no answer lorh. Joker, so finally her mum answered then mummy and i went to the carpark blahblahblah. Text Kimmy, she said she's going to meet Sam. She told me they were tgt for like 3 hours ! LOL, mum and i went to Tampines had a bigggg fight b4 that. FCK IT. Slashed 8 times and my hand started to burn. Lets not elaborate after that.

Today
Woke up, wasn't feeling too good. As usual, fought w mum till i screamed in the car. She u-turned bck home. And then i ran away from her. Bye.

ohya, thanks Nicholas, Nikhil, BOOOOOOB (: && Kimmy for always being there for me and cheering meeeee up ! Love you guys ttm !(:


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